Thursday, July 22, 2010

Reality Hits

Okay, so, I'm moving. I realized that when I woke up this morning. It may not be news to all of you, but it was news to me this morning. Yesterday's events made it finally fall into place for me.

First it was that Caitlin came over to hang out a little while I packed my bathroom up. That reminded me of when I was packing to move out to Fairfax for school. Then we went to Costco with Zach's mom and Andy to buy things like laundry detergent, dishwasher soap, etc. That felt like college where your parents are getting ready to send you off to school and want to make sure your taken care of. And then we went to Jacksons and the rest of Reston Town Center with Kristen, Ricky, Joey, Tony and Kyle. And that... well that felt normal. But it wasn't. It was celebrating us leaving, and that felt very strange. To make it even harder they all came back to my house afterward, just for a little because the fire pit fell through, but sitting around in my parents house felt like high school. And that's when it really started to hit me - that I was leaving people behind that I really love and care about. Of course they will all come visit in California, but it will never be the same again. With all of that on my mind, I woke up this morning realizing that my days in this house are numbered. And as if that wasn't rough enough, we had to start packing immediately so I could be at work by 11 (which I'm running behind for because I'm writing this blog...).

Also, Kaos went in to lose his manhood yesterday. He was so handicapped yesterday, which was actually really nice because he had no energy. This morning hes back to his crazy self. Same old, same old. More to come later, gotta get to work :)

1 comment:

  1. This is so sad! I know what you mean when it finally hits you, in the sense of leaving for school anyway. It's very exciting though, even through the nerves!

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